Before I get into why I'm mad let me start off by saying I'm 7 months pregnant. Ok, so my mom is about to leave the house, I run out to the car "Hey, lemme go with ya'll it'll take me 2 seconds" and she was like "Ok, just hurry" I run to my room get a shirt and some shoes and as I'm running out of the door they're leaving! My sister and our next door neighbor are behind me...I trip and fall, struggling to get up and NO ONE says "Are you ok?" "You need some help?" "Omg, somebody go tell Keith (my boyfriend) Kesha fell" No...None of that, my mom stopped the car for like two seconds and then drove off. I understand that I usually take forever but damn I was acting like I wanted to leave sooo bad! That's not even what I'm mostly mad about, I'm mad that no one took the time to see if I was ok, I am pregnant and I'm not even the type to try to get pity or whatever because I'm preg, I think that was serious enough to care about. Then my next door neighbor went in the basement and didn't even tell my boyfriend and it just makes me think NO ONE cares!

Am I overeacting? Or what?

 So last night I'm out with my friend and we go see some guy she's really into. Well, he has a friend that just happened to show up . I'm already not interested in cheating or anything but even if I was this is pick up line? He looks over at me as I'm sitting on the opposite side of the couch and says "You have some really big titties"....I give him this weird look and ignore it. Then he proceeds to say "So are you a freak? How freaky can you get?" Damn, if it wasn't rainy and cold outside I would've waited outside. When did it become ok to say stuff like that to a girl you don't even know? He had the balls to come at me like that? WOW! I just think that a lot of guys are just trying to get straight to the point now and it sucks that they don't even do what they used to do, share meaningless small talk "what's your name, where do you come from?" I still would have said I had a boyfriend but EVEN if I didn't I would've said I did. What he said was lame and rude. These guys are the reason men have a bad name.

 Guess I haven't been writing blogs lately because I wanted to write something deep and meaningful or at least something that was interesting. Well I'm bored so I'm just gonna blab. Gotta free phone in the mail today, you can qualify to get one if you're low income, only catch is it's prepaid...a tracfone. No complaints here. the website: safelink.com. my boyfriend's gotta metro so i just use the prepaid when i leave the house without him. I'm having a real big problem with my body lately, I hate it. I keep my boobs in a supported push up bra 24-7 thinking this way they won't sag during the pregnancy. I'm just waitin for my butt to sag, you know the kind of butt I'm talking about---the fat ones that just droop over your cottage cheese thighs lol. Thank God I don't have that either. Sometimes I think I look pretty good to have 3 kids, then other times I miss when I could fit into a size 4. Now a size 10...sucks. I'm waiting to go to a walk in interview at my college's cafeteria (fun huh!) I was rushin the hell outta myself this morning and guess what? Put on flip flops...wow Kesha, anyway I'm in the car and I remember there's brown heels in the back. Brown? I have on black and white with a nice pair of jeans...Has to work I can't go to an interview in flip flops. My daughter's father's family calls flip flops "slippers" it gets on my nerves...Just like when old people call em thongs.There's alot of things that bother me about my daughter's side of the family (oldest daughter) Like how they think they can punish your kid, one toy is for all, NO loser if I buy a toy for my kid it's not for your kid unless yours is sharing too. Or when they used to ALWAYS think just because I had a little cash or was going to the store I was gonna get them something and if I didn't they would keep asking for what i Had. ANNOYING. OMG another thing, they get food stamps trade them in for cash and  there's NO food in the fridge. They eat maybe twice a day or just a big dinner, even though they have food stamps. His mom pissed me off she'd spend the money on African movies and her daughter would have to ask people to buy her school supplies and she'd ask me if I'd use some of my food stamps to buy food for them. No, tell your mom to use her FOOD stamp money the right way, Geez it reminds me of those people that put back milk for their kids and get alchol if they dont have enough for both.Or the moms who split A cookie between 3 kids and then eat 5 herself.

Ok, I'm done blabbing!