So hey maybe I'm shallow from time to time.

Tuesday, 17 February 2009

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Babyface - A Collection of His Greatest Hits
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So hey maybe I'm shallow from time to time.
And that my readers is utterly ok with me. I admit, I can be a very superficial, shallow person at times. When everything seems to be messed up and I look good, I might feel okay. I might say slightly concieted things about myself and as far as I know I'm surely not the most humble person in the world. I don't get offended when people say I'm simple. I do think deep thoughts but occasionally it does feel good to not have a deep thought. As much as I go through/been through I think it's great that I have these small moments where all I want is a little attention or a small amount of money to buy an outfit.
God, how do you define shallow, superficial anyway?
-Superficial-
concerned with or comprehending only what is apparent or obvious; not deep or penetrating emotionally or intellectually
of little substance or significance; "a few superficial editorial changes"; "only trivial objections"

-Shallow-

lacking physical depth; having little spatial extension downward or inward from an outer surface or backward or outward from a center

Ok, these definitions are a bit harsh but 2nd one,lacking physical depth. Everyone knows I got it but sometimes I just don't wanna have that depth that gives me migranes from thinking too much. That depth that makes me a detective, that depth that makes me so cautious of every little step I take because I'm always thinking. CONSTANTLY thinking. I used to pride myself on having such a deep, meaningful soul...thinking about things that people normally don't think of. Observing to gain knowledge, but a little bit of me needs to be shallow to enjoy life. To enjoy the small rewards I get.

I'm full of all these depth, determination, motivation and strength and sometimes I want to be shallow so my choices can be easier made. Mind you, not always good but sometimes it works for me.